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What does it mean to live free?

“Harmony Shift” and “Flourishing In the Darkness” at Art Sail Clear Lake, IA July 2017

Dear Creative Friends,

Over the last days and weeks I’ve been revisiting my “WHY?”

Why do I paint?

Why do I feel the deep need to create?

Why do I share my art?

Why do I love to inspire you to create?”

While it is not out of the ordinary for me to go back to these fundamental questions, I’m well aware that this latest bout of deep thinking has intensified since I’ve been faced with deciding on a title for an upcoming art show at the Ankeny Art Center in October. Over the winter my goal was to concentrate on painting, but now I’m at the stage of stepping back and looking at this body of work and pondering such things as “Is there a cohesive theme here?” and “What are the common threads?”

The reoccurring thought that hasn’t let me go was the word “FREE”.

Close Up of “Unraveled Fears” painting to be featured at Ankeny Art Center show October, 2017.

What does it look like to paint free?

What does it look like to freely live an abundant creative life?

What does it feel like to live and walk in internal freedom?

What does it mean to live free?

I hope I’m never done exploring the answers to these questions. I hope I revisit them over and over again coming to deeper conclusions and convictions. But, for now, I’m acknowledging that this, too, is a journey and I don’t need to have all the answers today.

What I do know is that I long to continue to say yes to my creative freedom, to say yes to painting freely from that which is within me waiting to come out in line and color, and to say yes to living my life free to make choices that are healthy for me.

I’m also keenly aware that the the contrasting side to this journey involves simultaneously exploring the things that stop me from living and freely creating with passion. It is within this juxtaposition that we live as humans-this is where the juice is…the messy middle as we each walk our pathways toward freedom.

With Passion,

Melynda

Mark your Calendars now: Please join us for FREE: Pathways Toward Freedom, a solo art show by Melynda Van Zee at the Ankeny Art Center

1520 SW Ordnance Rd, Ankeny, IA, October 3- November 29, 2017. Artist Reception Thursday, October 12 5:00-7:00 pm.

Creating Paintings That Resonate

 

Melynda Van Zee Art Booth Laumeier Sculpture Park Art Fair

Melynda Van Zee Art Booth
Laumeier Sculpture Park Art Fair St. Louis, MO May, 2017

Creating paintings that resonate with viewers, paintings that hold the viewers attention and bring them back again for another look, is a major goal of every painter. I spent the winter months this year buried in my Iowa studio creating a new body of work and now I’ve started to share it publicly. I’m two art shows in for the year. In the last month I’ve been to my first show in St. Louis, MO at the Laumeier Sculpture Park and participated in a show on the downtown streets of Iowa City, IA.

One of the major benefits to artists exhibiting at an art fair is getting direct feedback from your audience and customers. I’ve learned to observe my visitors and listen closely to their feedback. I’ve also started to jot down some of their comments and observations for me to reflect on later. They are teaching me about my own work. They ask inquisitive questions and as I answer their questions they help me to become more articulate about my work and techniques. Creating a painting is much more of a solitary pursuit, interacting with the general public in my art booth is not.

Iowa Arts Festival Iowa City, Iowa June, 2017

Melynda Van Zee Art Booth
Iowa Arts Festival Iowa City, Iowa June, 2017

Observations, Questions and Comments from the road so far this year…

“I feel like you are inside my head.”

“There is so much depth here.”

“You’re my kind of painter.”

“Looks like lots of spontaneity there- I like that…to see surprises.”

“Calming and soothing, yet full of life bubbling up.”

“It’s just like free… so free.”

“I’ve never seen anything like it.”

“I love your stuff. It’s so vibrant!”

From a trio of college friends… “Groovy!”   “It’s crazy stuff!”   “Rad!”

“What is the name of your method? What about the ‘Van Zee Free Method’?”

Melynda Van Zee Art Booth Iowa Arts Festival Iowa City, IA June, 2017

Melynda Van Zee Art Booth Iowa Arts Festival Iowa City, IA June, 2017

And, lots of questions about technique…

“Is it glue?”

“Is it Elmer’s?”

“Is it wax?”

“Is it encaustic?”

Close Up of Painting Technique using Acrylic Mediums and Paints

Close Up of Painting Technique using Acrylic Mediums and Paints

To which I answer… “No, it is all acrylic mediums and paints”.

“Really??? Cause I didn’t even know acrylic could do anything like this?”

Studio close up of creating the first layer of line work

Studio close up of creating the first layer of line work

And, then I start to notice which paintings people are gravitating toward and which paintings they look at for a long time and which paintings they point out and talk about to their friends or family.

This year I’ve noticed there is one painting that consistently gets feedback. It is the painting titled “Unraveled Fears”.

Unraveled Fears Acrylic on Canvas 48 x 36 Melynda Van Zee © 2017

Unraveled Fears
Acrylic on Canvas
48 x 36
Melynda Van Zee © 2017
Available for purchase by contacting melynda@melyndavanzee.com

Some comments about “Unraveled Fears”…

“It looks like a tornado of love.”

“I think it is an elephant.”

“Looks like female anatomy parts to me.”

“It’s a tornado. I know it’s a tornado!”

“Have you ever in your life stood in front of a painting for such a long time?” From two college age musicians who spent a good half hour studying the painting

And, an interchange between a mom and her high school age son…(which so appropriately happened on Mother’s Day)

Son: “I think it is going up.”

Mom: “No, it is going down.”

Son: “No, I am sure it is going up.”

Mom: “No. I am positive it is going down and I’m the mom so I am right!”

Melynda Van Zee painting "Unraveled Fears"

Melynda Van Zee at work painting “Unraveled Fears” in the studio

“Unraveled Fears” may be the painting that I wrestled with the most this winter. I spent so much time adding more layers to this painting and and it was the work I was the most hesitant to share. This seems to be a reoccurring experience for me- the paintings that resonate deeply with me, the ones that feel the most deeply personal, the pieces I’m concerned about sharing…end up being the paintings that elicit the most in-depth concentration and conversations. They draw people in for a longer look.

The work that resonates deeply with me, also resonates deeply with others.

And, once again, I am reminded and challenged of what I know to be true…that when artists create from that which is within, when they create from that which is authentic, when they allow their heart and soul to flow into the work, the work will resonate and the real conversations will begin and continue long into the future.

Melynda Van Zee in the studio adding final details to "Unraveled Fears"

Melynda Van Zee in the studio adding final details to “Unraveled Fears”

New Year and New Art “Unraveled”

 

"Unraveled" Detail of first painting of 2017 48 x 36 Acrylic on Canvas Melynda Van Zee © 2017

“Unraveled”
Detail of first painting of 2017
48 x 36
Acrylic on Canvas
Melynda Van Zee © 2017

Dear Creative Heart,

This new year has brought the first large painting of the year “Unraveled”, the beginning of a new body of work, local art exhibits and an “art show application season” in full swing. It is hard to believe we are already a month and a half into the new year. 

"Unraveled" Detail of first painting of 2017 48 x 36 Acrylic on Canvas Melynda Van Zee © 2017

“Unraveled”
Detail of first painting of 2017
48 x 36
Acrylic on Canvas
Melynda Van Zee © 2017

 

Hard at work in my Downstairs Studio

Hard at work in my Downstairs Studio

Winter days in the studio are finding me adding a layer of gesso (white undercoat layer) to canvases, designing and laying down the line work for new pieces and applying to 2017 art shows.

As you can see...canvases are spread out everywhere this time of year...

As you can see…canvases are spread out everywhere this time of year…

 

Melynda Van Zee Art exhibit at Edgewater Retirement Community in West Des Moines, IA.

Melynda Van Zee Art exhibit at Edgewater Retirement Community in West Des Moines, IA.

I’ve also been enjoying sharing my work in some local art exhibits over the winter months. I’ve shared my artwork in a retirement community, an art center members show and a coffee shop. It is one of the best joys of being an artist to share work in places where people congregate as a community for fellowship, healing, growth and conversation.

"My Everything" by Melynda Van Zee Ankeny Art Center Ankeny, IA

“My Everything” by Melynda Van Zee Ankeny Art Center Ankeny, IA

There are many different responses we can choose when facing the multitude of changes, transitions, fears, and unrest that we have been dealt as a nation. One of the things I have decided to do is to choose creating and sharing art- focusing anew on creating beauty, joy, vibrant color, hope, and community.

"Emerging Through" by Melynda Van Zee Ankeny Members Only Art Show

“Emerging Through” by Melynda Van Zee
Ankeny Art Center Ankeny, IA

I’ve decided…

  • to commit to picking up my brush again
  • to commit to expressing my own creativity
  • to commit to growth that comes from reflecting deep within
  • to commit again to inspiring those around me to express the fullness their artistic creativity 

With Passion,

Melynda

“Spheres of Completion" by Melynda Van Zee at Ankeny Art Center Ankeny, IA

“Spheres of Completion” by Melynda Van Zee Ankeny Art Center Ankeny, IA

 

The Rollercoaster of Creativity

Pathway of Life 30 x 40  Melynda Van Zee © 2016

Pathway of Life
30 x 40
Melynda Van Zee © 2016

This summer we joined our extended family on a day trip to the local amusement park. Of course, the older kids wanted to head to the brand new roller coaster the minute they entered the park. As they sprinted across the park to be first in line to try out the multiple upside down twisting “Monster”, so aptly named, I somehow thought I should be the “adult” and safely accompany them on the roller coaster ride. The line was short early in the morning, but once safely strapped in the ride…the anticipation was long…what was I thinking?!? Trying to booster the enthusiasm of my fellow riders, I was all confidence, but inside…I was seriously wondering if I was thinking straight by putting myself in such a situation. The ride took us straight up-and then straight down and head long into a series of upside down twists which resulted in us hanging in mid air only secured in place by the heavy lap brace.

the-monster-1

The sense of weightlessness, which seemed to hang on and on, is what got to me the most, a sense of such powerlessness while being flung through the air- really wondering if we were going to be hanging like that for a lifetime. I survived the ride. I even kind of liked it, but to be honest, I let the kids take another aunt along for the next ride and decided to keep my feet on the ground for the rest of the day.

the-monster-2

Here in the studio, I just finished a couple of BIG creative goals. The kind of goals that were totally out of my comfort zone with possibly big ramifications for my creative work. They were “next level commitment” kinds of goals-incredible opportunities, but each one took me for its own internal emotional and creative roller coaster ride through the waiting to start, fretting, and repeatedly putting myself physically in the seat in front of my computer. Completing the goals meant multiple times at my studio work space over a series of months- battling out individual steps that were uncomfortable, forcing me to make creative decisions, causing me to ask for help, and making me commit in specific directions.

If you asked me if I was glad I did it, the answer would be YES on all accounts (riding the Monster and completing my creative goals), but they weren’t comfortable processes and they pushed my limits. The process of creativity can throw us for a loop-sending us through a roller coaster of emotions as we complete our creative goals-causing us to face the unknown, our numerous fears and our own perfectionism. I’m quite sure my finished projects aren’t perfect. I’m quite sure they could even be a bit stronger, but this is where I am today and for today all that is required is that I took the ride and said YES to the next step in this adventure called life.